Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Love. Show all posts

Monday, July 22, 2013

Why I love CINEMA?

                   My earliest memories of “ Bioscope” is when I was offered some chocolates by African american soldiers when my father was watching some picture at Madras Beighton theatre. I donot remember the picture but I think I liked the atmosphere.My father was an avid picture goer  and so when he was posted in villages as Panchayat officer, he was the one to give Licences to the  Picture Tents  . Due to some idiotic rule at that time, the tent used to be moved six months later to another place as required by Government law! But being son  of Panchayat officer, I used to get a chair while the general public used to watch sitting on the ground. Also I used to get a glass of tea.! What I remember also is the times when picture used to be stopped due to some snake slithering amongst the crowd. MK Thiagraja Bhagwathar, Raja Kumari are some of the names which comes to my mind. I think from mythologicals which ruled the Tamil cinema at that time, the first sociological picture was “Samsaram” which created a wave in Madras and we were posted at Thiruvottiyur which was a suburb at that time.

       Soon the Tamil cinema came to be dominated by NT Rama rao( Perennial Lord Vishnu/Krishna),A Nageswara rao  and Nagendra rao.I used to love the signature music of Gemini and AVM studios and pictures like Chandralekha,Pathal Bhairavi left their imprint along with songs by Ghantasala.Soon we had “Velaikari” written by ANNA founder of DMK and Parasakhthi written by Shri Karunanidhi and Raththa Kanneer of MR Radha which revolutionised the social aspect of Tamilnadu.But a school boy like me used to love the Flash Gordon of Buster Grabe, Captain America which used to be screened in Gaity theatre near Mint of Madras.But I have to endure my fathers English movies like “Gone with the wind” which I never understood.But soon English pictures like One eyed jacks, Biblicals like Samson and Delilah of Heddy Lamar. Quo vadis etc were and other western movies were a pleasure watching them in Minerva theatre, the only AC theatre at that time in Madras.My father used to frequent Plaza theatre in Trichy and I used to like pictures like Trapeze of Gina Lollobrigida, Burt Lancaster, Picnic of Kim Novak and so many english pictures.
  When we were posted in Ranipet, my friends suggested we see a Hindi picture “ Ek do theen” of Meena shorey in neighbouring Arcot and her big breasts were an added attraction to all of us  who were adolescents.  The awesome Tea from Inba theneer viduthi  near Arcot bus stand was an added attraction.Soon I saw Awara, and AAN of Nimmi,Dilip Kumar and I was hooked to Hindi movies along with English and Tamil movies.”Tumsa Nahin Dekha and its Music was one of those which I still remember.I cannot forget Shakila of CID fame and also Nadia and John Gawas of Hunterwali. We in Tamilnadu at that time were not even allowed to look at the girls except slyly while the girls never even looked at us. so if a girl looked at you and you locked your eyes that used to be heaven for us the adolescents It is here i remember the film Pyassa in which Mala sinha looks at Guru dutt from under her bench and locks her eyes. WOW it was one of the sexiest scenes for me at that time
  The person who made me cry copiously was A.Nageswara rao in Devdas and Gemini Ganesh,Revathi combine in “Sumaithangi” and so many other actors like Shivaji Ganeshan etc.
I think they have their own role in taking out tears and reduce depression in me!!
     Pictures like Ben Hur or  the chariot race or the westerns of Clint eastwood and its Music werre everlasting. .Music reminds me of Musicals like The sound of Music, South Pacific, Oklahoma, My fair lady etc.
   I think it was by sheer luck I saw “Enter the Dragon” at Anand theatre in  Madras as I was curious how it is still attracting crowds after more than a year. WOW what an entertainment and I was hooked to this genre and I never missed all those Shaolin pictures and the recent being “Crouching Tiger” and Jet Li pictures.
   I Must also remember the picture halls which have vanished  but gave immense pleasure in their own way. Palace de wales of Tinnevelly Junction and Briyani at Sultania restaurant.New Elphinstone,Midland,NewGlobe,Minerva of Madras city and Briyani at Bukharies .Later modern halls like Shanthi, Anand came and also Vecumsee’s Sapphire etc.How can one forget the Kempe Gowda road of Baangalore and the first theatre “Alankar” with lights for seats and screen opening. Trichy’s “Plaza” , Chanakya, Shiela and Priya of Delhi have all gone into history with modern PVR and INOX opening in every city and town of India. Pop corns and burgers have replaced the lowly tea and samosas and vadais etc.
   The advent of VCR and renting movies for rupees 10/- of VHS cassettes and TV pictures might have played its own role in reduction of theatre going for Cinemas due to economics  of picture viewing in a theatre.
    Did Cinema play a role in my making me as a person. I think it definitely did play an important role  especially in a repressive society like in Tamilnadu where just looking at a girl was considered a sin.The love between teens of different castes is a sign Cinema playing its part in breaking  barriers like caste, religion, money etc etc. and may be evolution of Politicians in Tamilnadu my home state.Do I see cinema now? I do see occasionally in TV but not at one
full stretch. Theatre going may be distant dream for me a Cancer patient under palliative chemotherapy. I only hope it continues to play its part in Indian Psyche.

Thursday, July 30, 2009

YouTube recreats love at TWILIGHT


I went for my routine GLAUCOMA checkup recently and the doctor asked in panic "Are you putting your drops regularly?" I said 'Irregularly". Your left eye nerve is damaged almost 50% and that too permanently. Then i found one can loose ones eyesight even with normal IOP (Intra Ocular Pressure) in certain cases. My eye pressure never exceeded 20. After drops now the pressures are below 12. Mild strokes can also damage the optic nerves. I reflected about the innumerable pleasures our eyes have given us during our life time. As I near the end of the life's journey suddenly i find that there are so many things which gave me innumerable pleasures especially the films, their music and the beautiful heroines. I was addicted to pictures and books. I saw almost all Tamil movies and we had brilliant Telugu imports like A.Nageswara Rao,NT Rama rao,Ranga rao. But the most important thing was the voice of Ghantasala whose songs in Pathala Bhairavi still rings. Ofcourse we had MK Thiagaraja Bhgwatar,NS Krishnana,MK Radha , Raja Kumari,Bhanumathi etc who are not only versatile actors but also singers. Gemini's "ChandraLekha" revolutionised notonly Tamil picturisation but also Hindi movies with Gemini foraying into Hindi cinema .Then in 1950s Tamil cinema had a social revolution with "Parashakthi " penned by M.Karunananidhi, "Velaikari" penned by CN.Annadurai. This not only revolutionised Tamil cinema but also changed political landscape of Tamil nadu by eliminating Congress which is yet to change even today.
It is this time one of my friends advised me to take a look at Hindi picture "Ek do theen" with buxom Meena shorey in lead. At this time my Hindi pictures were restricted to Hunterwali movies of Nadia and John gawas along with English movies like Captain marvel,Flash garden and captain America etc. Next came the first Hindi colour movie "AAN" with Dilip Kumar,Nimmi and Nadira , and Awara followed and i was hooked though i never understood a line of dialogue or lyrics in songs. For a budding adolescent along with beautiful heroines the music scored. I just loved watching them along with Tamil and English movies. I had a crush on Shakila of CID and soon Madhubala,waheeda rehman also became favourites along with Dev anand. Ofcourse i could not see much movies when i joined duty at Delhi but one heard songs at Binacca Geeth mala of Radio Ceylon and I just liked the voice of amin Sayani. Our IB minister Keskar at that time ensured Indians didnot have the benefit of good film songs because he felt Indians must hear only classical singers like bade Ghaulam ali Khan or Chemmangudi iyer of carnatic music as film songs corrupted the pious Indian citizens! He must be turning in his grave seeing our present lot of films and hear the songs!!
So when i got posted in Ladakh, our only companion was a transistor ( a very costly item during 1960s for rupees 800) though batteries used to be a problem at 14000 feet. But it helped me to learn a workable knowledge of spoken Hindi (I was paying a price for the burning of Hindi school books during my school days!!) My posting at Jaipur and falling in love and marrying a Jaipuri girl might have been influenced by Hindi movies. So when our neighbour hood Senior citizens gossip turned to old Hindi Music, the mere word of Shakila lighted up the entire evening. The mole on Shakila's jaw, the hairstyle : WOW we all turned teen aged adolescents and some even sang. For me Aishwarya of (BPL advt) and Kajol continued my midlife romance and continues today with Ganelia, and so many smart TV heroines!!!
When this YouTube revolution occurred, i was already hooked on to General Hamid gul,Baba Ramdev etc. I never expected that one can even bring back those fond memories of yester years or even see missed episodes of"Kitni mohabbat hai","Aap Ki Antara" ,"Bandini" etc etc!!!
I am posting my favourites and expect my friends who visit my site to post their favourites.


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6ialHMUFvlE (CID Shakila, Dev anand,CID)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-W1CSbkaPIY ( Vijanthimala Amrapalli)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QlFPJtoFH0s (Pehla pehla pyar CID Shakila)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=A35PbjcKoBA Babuji deere chalna)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KEbAecACzc (waheeda rehamn, cobra dance)http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=K-tmCoHv7aA ( Chnadralekha dance in Tamil by Gemini)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ManklrbXRlo ( dil ek mandir)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=SduEJ2paD-s (dev anad,Sadhna, Hum dono)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x513v6_5Xq4 ( Razia Sultan Dil e nadan, Hema malini)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0X4p6YoK9NY (Dil apna preet, Meena kumari)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=uPgz6kpiibM (Madhumathi Bichuah)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Q2fcxexkmeg (Raat per dard. Gaman Smitha patil)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=tzbCFfVyKQY ( Love in Tokyo, Asha Parekh)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vejr2_PXVQo ( Gori tera gaon, Amol Palekar, Zarina wahab)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=C8CFoXUQRwc ( Likho kath tuje, Sashi kapoor, Asha parekh)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d3i89yzMDFo ( Laga chuneri Daag Dev anand)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=x92K2mUeYZ0 (Hoto mei aisi bath, Jwel thief Vijayanthi,dev)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUhvq8jk5mA (Sharmila tagore, Anupama, Aisi bhi batein, Geetha dutt)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hHMLnYeLS-g ( He malik tere ,do ankhen Bara hath)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RuQzQ_FoHOs (tumsa nahin deka)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=DHzaJFb3RYE (KL Saigal)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6rGiO588v-0 (A.nageswara rao, Anjali devi,Swarna sundari)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=OqZV5wKs5ik (mera nam shabnam)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vIQSnBbfeXY (Bindiya chamekigi)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ubQ9hrKO6XI (chalte chalte Pakeeza)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=q9aMSJGAkeY (Reshami zulfein sharbathi ankhen)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JGbC42qc5gg (Phir teri kahani yadd ayi)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=f89A-ZmQKs4 (Heart chakra meditation by Karunesh)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=6t0GfbDFMxE (Dev anand ,Waheeda, Apna dil Solwa sal)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NR9yzqCvd5w (SD burman Sujatha)
http://captainjohann.blogspot.com/ (More of Johann's favourite music)


http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bNxtxfuZD6M Picnic Kim Novak,william holden
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xZbKHDPPrrc (Que sera que sera Doris day
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4Yd2PzoF1y8 (Dr.Zhivago,Lara's theme)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MvmyPqXsAk4 (morning raga)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YW8IjcOWtlI Gayathri mathra by dev permal
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9ALtIwy77RU (Dance is music with your feet?)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9jQmgcsRE44 (Dance competion Vijyanthimala ,Padmini Tamil)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=pbQvpJsTvxU (Benhur chariot race)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CBagqESVCWU (Sindhu Bhairavi song Tamil)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=PO95of3AniQ (Dharisanam ;alaigal oaivathillai,Tamil)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xdKF6nUvmyM (NTR, and Jamuna Ghantasala Telugu)
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Tv-VxrsF9sI (The good,bad and the ugly)

Tuesday, September 16, 2008

SCHIZOPHRENIA/ do you understand?

SCHIZOPHRENIA /Do you understand?


Years ago, pronounced upon me this old affliction
Of not knowing who I am and where I belong
In conflict my mind with its mnemonics and its past
In conflict my mind, with this world and its existence
In conflict my mind, with you and your norms
With Entangled dreams and thoughts, as I speak

As this grows, concept of expansion of mind and thought
Sit there, in my hands, the old tablets and behavior
The question asked: the given gifts and judgments
Stigma of birth, hard to let go as they gather
The evidence- my indifference and my anger
To examine, the relations and its state and impact

No different I am to you and yet these credentials
We cannot bring you the peace, just live and witness
As this pain endows upon itself and its mechanics
Of all those questions, and of all those thoughts
Inside me frozen, forever, as I begin to see this world

Around me, around you, to believe, I still have
The old solace, my freedom, in weariness and in trance
Speak you to me when the world has shunned
The old doors of acceptance, the hands of comfort
Hurled inside upside down, my functions and formation
As they examine, in pieces and in fragmented potions

Leave all what you have, still with me the old warmth
As my soul descends from journeys unknown
Leads me this discovery to discovery and enlightenment
Still there someone, to care, as I take those steps
As I hear those voices inside, as I hear those voices outside

Where am I and what is this place
Caged inside a cage and yet they think the need
To imprison my body and hands, out in the open
As I entertain the need to demolish and comfort
Not many understand, that I am like you
Only difference, I understand and you don’t
Of all these years inside my mind scattered
Frozen in time, my hands and existence
Come and dance, I offer you another world!

ASIM, a Pakistani friend
The following is response by Ibne Idirfa to the above poem

"Come and dance with me
at the Hard Rock Cafe, I offer you another world
Put your head on my shoulders, whisper in my ear
say you love me
dance with me
stand by your man
if you leave me now you take away the biggest part of me
I am suffering schizophrenia
fly robin fly up up to the sky
you will never find another love like mine, you keep searching searching searchin all your life
I am your Man Manly Tun" By IBne Idirfa

Friday, July 04, 2008

Love amongst Seniors

I read it in a Doctor's diary

It was busy morning, about 8:30, when an elderly gentleman in his 80's, arrived to have stitches removed from his thumb. He said he was in a hurry as he had an appointment at 9:00 am.

I took his vital signs and had him take a seat, knowing it would be over an hour before someone would be able to see him.

I saw him looking at his watch, and decided, since I was not busy with another patient, I would evaluate his wound.

On exam, it was well healed, so I talked to one of the doctors, got the needed supplies to remove his sutures and redress his wound. While taking care of his wound, I asked him if he had another doctor's appointment this morning, as he was in such a hurry.

The gentleman told me no, that he needed to go to the nursing home to eat breakfast with his wife. I inquired as to her health; he told me that she had been there for a while and that she was a victim of Alzheimer's Disease.

As we talked, I asked if she would be upset if he was a bit late. He replied that she no longer knew who he was, that she had not recognized him in five years now.

I was surprised, and asked him, 'And you still go every morning, even though she doesn't know who you are?'

He smiled as he patted my hand and said, 'She doesn't know me, but I still know who she is.'
I had to hold back tears as he left; I had goose bumps on my arm, and thought, 'That is the kind of love I want in my life.'

True love is neither physical, nor romantic. True love is an
acceptance of all that is, has been, will be, and will not be.

With all the jokes and fun that are in e-mails, sometimes there is one that comes along that has an important message.


This one I thought I could share with you all.

The happiest people don't necessarily have the best of everything;

they just make the best of everything they have.


I hope you all share this with someone you care about. I just did.